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We got our report cards today and I'm passing everything. I have an A, two B's and a C. Heck yeshhhhhh. Even though my C is in English, and that makes me feel incrediably stupid. But also, if I do my California standards, it's a B, so I guess it isn't that bad. Tennesse grading systems suck. Here, a 93-100 is an A, an 85-92 is a B, a 75-84 is a C, a 70-74 is a D, and a 0-69 is an F. It's all retarded and complicated.

Hmm, probably a realist. I like to see the good things in things, but I also don't like to sound too unrealistic. You have to know when you've got to a point that's really just hopeful thinking.

So, I'm reading a new book called Marked. It's by P.C. Cast and Kristin Cast. It is reallyyyyyyyyy good. It's the first book in the "A House of Night" series. I definetly recomend it! If you like the Twilight series, you'll for sure enjoy this.
:)

Rofl.
Definetly lust. Closely followed by anger, sloth, and pride.

No, I do not. It's incrediably lonely. I always feel bad for people when I see them sitting alone. Especially older ones. :/

There isn't a day that I would chose. Insted, I'd like to skip forward to the summer of '11. That's when my life really starts. :)

I simply wanna be cremated. No way in Hell am I going to be put underground and eaten by maggots!

It would probably have to be homophobia/racism for me.

But for something less serious....probably when people lie to my face when I know, and they know I know, that they are lieing.

But really, the list goes on, haha.

Oh my God!
*orgasm!!!!!!*
Kate Winslet and James Franco in one picture!
Asdfghjkl. YES!



Ok, I'm sorry. I got excited.
Goodnight, now.

Well, it looks like school is going to be cancelled tomorrow. God, I hope so.

If I don't get to feeling better whithin a week or so, I may go in and get tested for diabetes. Oh, the joy, the joy. I'm always feeling lightheaded and weak, I get nauseus all the time, my stomach is always hurting, I've lost weight despite the fact that I have been eating. Not as much as I did, but I have indeed been eating. Well, if it's anything, let's hope it's diabetes and not cancer.

Tomorrow is mine and Amelia's one month anniversary. :) It may not seem like much to most people, but we have really come a long way. It would be nice if I could talk to her, even on AIM. But alas! Doesn't look that way. I can text her through yahoo to her phone, but I have to pretend I'm not me, so I can't tell her the things I really want to. It's really stupid. I miss her soooo fucking much.

OH! By the way, I saw Prayers For Bobby last night. I usually make fun of Lifetime movies, but this was really good, and terribly sad. I definetly recomend it.

Well, I'm pretty tired, so I'm gonna go lay down and watch some TV. I love you all. (Especially Amelia.)

Isn't so bad.
Insted of Life Science, I got put in US History with the same teacher as my World History last block. It will probably be boring as hell, but it's better than two sciences.
I love Creative Writing, I just suck at writing, lol.

Put your MP3 player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first is the title.


They Tell You Where You Need To Go

We'll do it all, everything, on our own
All day, staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on my wall
Don't try to cover up your new fling that's seething through your eyes
I walked across an empty land
Love writes a letter and sends it to Hate

Don't walk away like you always do this time
A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
I was young but I wasn't naive
Take a look at my body

I'm fifteen for a moment
Hold on little girl
I move on like a sinner's prayer
Some people call me the Space Cowboy
Step one you say, "We need to talk."

Time is gonna take my mind, and carry it far away were I can fly
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
Burried way beneath the sheets I think she's having a melt down
2 AM and she calls me cos' I'm still awake
Sun is shining in the sky.

Holy Hell.
She is offically my favorite [female] singer.
If any of you haven't listened to her before, I definetly suggest it.
Her voice is so unique and beautiful.


Her and Rob Pattinson should definetly do a duet together.
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[&hearts] RIGHT NOW I'M:
Feeling: Tiredddd.
Wearing: Jeans, my hearts shoes, my bright blue shirt, and red underwear and a blue bra. XD
Wishing: For school to be over already.
Missing: Alot of people.
Thinking: About how I hope my period waits untill Saturday to come..
Wondering: how Calleigh is doing up in Heaven.
Raving About: I'm getting a grey, wool, pea coat, that's what!
Ranting About: LOL everything on this post.
Fangirling/Drooling Over: A few people, but my top are Eric Szmanda, Rob Pattinson, and Jorja Fox.
Thankful For: Lenka, because her music is putting me in a decent mood.
Planning: On going to school. Yayyyyy.
Looking Forward To: CHRISTMAS, Pea Coat and Life size Edward Cullen cut out omg yayayaya.
Dreading: Finals.
Wanting: That shall remain in my head.
Hoping: I wouldn't mind someone kissing me on Christmas. God, that's pathetic.


PS; I'm going to try updating this more than just memes and random shit.

Mine is tied between Sara Sidle and Gilbert Grissom on CSI;Crime Scene Investigation, and Brian Kinney and Justin Taylor on Queer as Folk.
XD

 Today has been exactly 6 months sense Calleigh died. Well waite...yesterday I guess, considering it's 1:53 am.
I had a dream about her last night as well, as if my subconcious mind knew it as well, you know?
I still haven't gotten the letter she wrote me before she died...Megan, her cousin, told me she sent it ages ago. I check the mail everyday...and I pray to God it hasn't gotten lost.
I miss her so much. 
I thought going to Brittney's house would help, but she has a cat...named Calleigh...and her mom was playing with her, saying her name over and over again.
I can't really focus, nor type right now. I just want to tell you all...make sure your friends and loved ones know how much you mean to them. I didn't even know Calleigh was sick...I thought maybe she was just busy, but she was dieing of fucking Ovarian Cancer. At 17. I didn't have a chance to say goodbye...nothing. Just...make sure they know, ok? Things can be over in a second, and knowing you didn't have a chance to tell them how much you love them, will gnaw at you for the rest of your life.


I love you, Calleigh. I always will.

RIP hunny.
October 10, 1990-December 21, 2007.


PS; Is October 10th a cursed birthday or something? Even if Warrick was a fictional character...whatever. I'm shutting up now. I'm rambling. I'm just gonna go sit outside a bit. I can't stand being locked up in here alone.

 My copy of "Thanking The Monkey" came today! I so didn't expect it to come till like this weekend. Thank you Amazon! I just got it literally 15 minuts ago and I cannot put it down. I recomend it to everyone! Especially all you animal lovers like me. :D
Oh, it's by Karen Dawn.